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Epilogue

by Pine Moon

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1.
Home 04:31
Dry dust bloom These back rooms Stale sunlight Orange glow and an empty bed Overgrown and out of place Coming home to time and age There's no replacing where you come from There's no replacing where you come from There's no replacing where you come from I'm sorry I was gone for so long There's no replacing where you come from There's no replacing where you come from There's no replacing where you come from I'm sorry I was gone for so long The sun had the nerve to shine that day Said goodbye Not a cloud Not a drop of rain First time I'd been to church in thirteen years I'd say I'm sorry, but I'm not I'm sorry that I'm not There's no replacing where you come from There's no replacing where you come from There's no replacing where you come from I'm sorry I was gone for so long There's no replacing where you come from There's no replacing where you come from There's no replacing where you come from I'm sorry I was gone for so long
2.
These reflections in the street Aching bones and a heavy heart In the downpour In the waves of passing storms We'll survive this month of Sundays If we can make it through the night I can only hope the rain stays Rain stays light Glowing red lights in the mist Restless ghosts linger here In the weight of all this loss And the water in my lungs We'll survive this month of Sundays If we can make it through the night I can only hope the rain stays Rain stays light Soft against my skin The day is breaking in Breathe it out And let it go Let it go We'll survive this month of Sundays If we can make it through the night I can only hope the rain stays Rain stays light
3.
Big Sky 03:12
Big sky in bloom Somber Sunday afternoon All this space is hanging heavy All your faith is running out Lay to rest these past mistakes These regrets we can't replace Born to leave, we beg to follow Running out of new tomorrows Tomorrows tomorrows Big sky in bloom Sober snow this afternoon And oh this time is all you're left with Catching breaths just waste them Waste them waste them Big sky in bloom Somber Sunday afternoon All this space is hanging heavy Oh your faith is running out
4.
Persephone 04:53
As you lie there in the dark Did you remember the sun The way you wore it in your hair In the fields in the summer Did you sleep like the dead With no morning to wake you Thoughts swimming Like the lilies in the river Daughter of spring Queen of the dead I will wait for your return When winter calls With flowers in your hair And hunger in your heart You tasted pomegranate sweet When December made you colder You traced your fingers down my spine And kept this house so warm I'd never heard my name In anything but suffering Until I'd heard it from your lips The night you fell away Daughter of spring Queen of the dead I will wait for your return When winter calls With flowers in your hair And hunger in your heart I love you like I hate the world I love you like I hate the world I love you like I hate the world I love you like I hate the world Daughter of spring Queen of the dead I will wait for your return When winter calls With flowers in your hair And hunger in your heart And I stole you like you stole me I stole you like you stole me And I stole you like you stole me I stole you like you stole me And I stole you like you stole me I stole you like you stole me
5.
Missing 03:04
Collecting you in photos at five years old When the summer roared inside Your wild untired eyes Echoing without and within The silence that you left When you grew up and lost yourself And you're missing Everything You're missing everything Everything The body here is only growing cold Left your solar mind behind In a quiet waste of time Repeat it 'til the day that it feels right You said "I'm fine." I'm just dying on the inside." And you're missing Everything You're missing everything Everything And I'm missing you I'm missing you I'm missing you And you're missing Everything You're missing everything Everything And you're missing Everything You're missing everything Everything
6.
Bleed 03:51
I hope you find peace When the night ends When the lights go out And music is dying In the hum of the highway And your haunted head In the quiet company Of the fears you fed You bleed You bleed You bleed You bleed I hope you find faith Streetlight leaking in Something you misplaced In the shadows on the ceiling Late breeze in the window And the stillness of the night When nothing remains And nothing is fine You bleed (Just where we're going) You bleed You bleed (I know there's more than this) You bleed You bleed (Just where we're going) You bleed You bleed (I know there's more than this) You bleed
7.
I breathe a little easier when you come around Air so cool, pine so sweet My thoughts are distracted When the lights are dim I feel better spirits in this washed up town I could die without another sunrise as long as I savor this moment Always honest I'll see you there when the time's right craving this moment I need nothing more in life When the lights are dim I feel better spirits in this washed up town I could die without another sunrise as long as I savor this moment
8.
I'm dying in this heat And the summer smells like lavender and death I'm drowning in my skin And I'm anti depressed What a beautiful morning For those of us alive Damned optimistic mental illness Heaven help me can't do this Show me the way to decay with grace Like an animal in the sun Nothing left but alabaster bones We're dying in this heat Violet bruises in the evening sky The cicadas are screaming The song of mid July Count your blessings and your failures And your worth with empty words God can't save us all Maybe we deserve to burn Show me the way to decay with grace Like an animal in the sun Nothing left but alabaster bones
9.
All my life I was waking up Steadily stolen From the horrors that I'd seen While sedated and dreaming My faith died in my sleep Peaceful and easy Perfect and calm Like nothing went wrong It felt like drowning at dawn I'll bring you light For a price Take it all away Not heaven sent The summer ends And we are not saved Bitter blood spilled from my lips My world reforming From the anger that I'd left When the life I knew ended My faith died in my sleep Peaceful and easy Perfect and calm When everything's gone It felt like drowning at dawn I'll bring you light For a price Take it all away Not heaven sent The summer ends And we are not saved I'm falling further than grace can fly Content to be beyond your help I learned to fear your name I can feel alone all by myself I'll bring you light For a price Take it all away Not heaven sent The summer ends And we are not saved
10.
Pine 04:29
They're turning out the lights now In this god forsaken town Winter is within you Pine The sky held up your heart Your crush upon the stars A prayer across your lips To the empty atmosphere Last of the divines Worshiper of fire The only one among us Good enough to die young You were homesick for a life Impossible and right The kind of soul worth saving Pine And all your holy ghosts Are dancing under streetlights A prayer across your lips Begging for a chance Is this it? Last of the divines Worshiper of fire The only one among us Good enough to die young Last of the divines Worshiper of fire The only one among us Good enough to die young
11.
Lamplight 03:22
I woke up Is that enough To convince you I'm okay Come away clean Field of your love I'm selling my soul To settle my dreams Heart beats in my head Never ending I guess Call it a gift But what do I know When the late night Out lasts the lamplight It'll be fine For vespertine crimes A smile causes cracks In porcelain skin Where have you been I never leave There's blood on my tongue From holding my words For what it's worth I think I learned When the late night Out lasts the lamplight It'll be fine For vespertine crimes When the late night Out lasts the lamplight It'll be fine For vespertine crimes
12.
Time is going I am growing Here we stood as giants in the sun Shadows trailing off into the dusk Gentle age Calls away Everything is sinking as it goes And we're left in the afterglow The grass against our backs rolled like a wave Caught the sweet scent in the wind With the sunlight on our faces Well before the years ran away Before I'd dug myself a grave In the fields where I was raised Time is going I am growing Here we stood as giants in the sun Shadows trailing off into the dusk Gentle age Calls away Everything is sinking as it goes And we're left in the afterglow I thought I had forgotten your face The way you'd laugh with tired eyes Overjoyed and out of place I still can't recall what you said When we were dying in the dark When the summer leaves faded Time is going I am growing Here we stood as giants in the sun Shadows trailing off into the dusk Gentle age Calls away Everything is sinking as it goes And we're left in the afterglow Time is going I am growing Here we stood as giants in the sun Shadows trailing off into the dusk Gentle age Calls away Everything is sinking as it goes And we're left in the afterglow
13.
I found a ghost town in my bones I watched the rain sink through the cracks, through the glass of empty homes I saw the storm clouds close the sky Like the bruises in my skin, violent evening overhead But when the daylight dies I will find you on the far beach Where the stars burn through the dark And when the daylight dies I will find you by the black sea And we can find our way back home I found a beacon in your gaze I watched your eyes tracing the tides Pisces waiting on the waves I saw the distance in your heart Like the sand of softer shores And the warmth of better days But when the daylight dies I will find you on the far beach Where the stars burn through the dark And when the daylight dies I will find you by the black sea And we can find our way back home

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As the name suggests, this album is an ending.
An ending ten years in the making.
It's about the loss of childhood, and the uncertainty of becoming who you are supposed to be.

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released February 25, 2018

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Pine Moon Virginia

My name is Molly, and I am Pine Moon.
I learned to sing before I learned to speak.
My songs explore growing up as a queer person in the American south, the struggles of being neurodivergent, and the general process of becoming your own person.
These often manifest as haunting vignettes of mist soaked towns in the Appalachian Mountains, and visions of the end of time.
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